i think the worst part is….

Waking up and realizing that all I have been doing again is pretending. Going through the motions… just barely at that… and coming to the point that nothing really matters. That I’m just so tired of the same thing over and over again. Of being afraid of not being able to be counted on…. anyone who has known me for a long time knows that I can’t be counted on for anything requiring long term commitment. I consistanly fail. It makes me wonderr why I’m even wonder why I’m back in school.i dont have what it takes to be successful.