School started today, and there was a general feeling of exhaustion once they left the house. I wasn’t able to really wait to start cleaning. It was like the living room had been camped in all summer, and I was evicting the boys. It looks so much better and the clutter is gone.
I’ve been scared lately that bad things are going to happen. I’m scared I’m going to miss someone, and writing this makes it even weirder. I don’t want anything bad to happen, but suddenly it’s all of the what ifs….. The oldest is playing football and it scares me. I think that’s what got me going and got me started. I’m really really scared.
The boys did enjoy school today, though, and the oldest was glad that he had gotten his haircut. He had been so hot from running and he realised that his hair was going to be in the way and now he doesn’t even have to worry about it. He looks so cute!