Posts under ‘depression’

Believe it or not, I successfully completed my math course. I am now ready, according to the tests to move on the round 2. For some reason, completion of this course makes me feel like I can accomplish anything academically. It shouldn’t, but it does. So, that brings us up to today. I’m in another [...]

I have to realize that I need to stop judging myself by what others do, and what others get accomplished. I say this because sometimes the smallest things are the biggest challenges for me, and when I over come them, that is an accomplishment, and I am moving forward. I am doing harder things, and while [...]

I’m slowly moving along on my shawl. I think I will be done with it by this week-end, and this makes me very happy. I need a finished object, and the colors are bright. It will be fun to wear in the winter when it’s so blah.  Speaking of blah, I’m still not over this [...]

This is one of those days when I have to listen to this song over and over again. Literally. I should be so happy about my new job. Yes, another one, but now I’m just a mess and having a hard time getting the motivation to even go. It’s day two. Add a sick child [...]

I wish I could say that things have quietened down so much with the recent change of events. The sisters kids are back with the sister, who now has way more drama than any one person can imagine. It’s so hard to listen to her hurt, and just not be able to help. I am [...]

Today was one of the longest in my life.  I watched my sister come to the realization that her decisions are hurting more people than just herself. I was watching her closely, hoping that she was fully hearing the words, fully hearing meaning comprehending and not just thinking this was going to pass on by [...]

I am still one and a half socks through my jaywalkers. They sit there in the back of my mind, constantly telling me I need to finish. I know I should, but I’m not STILL not interested. I love how the other one fits, but not enough to finish this pair. So, I picked up [...]

I’m not sure what was up with today, but it sucked. I had plans to get things done, and none of them happened. I didn’t even manage to get to the store, and I really needed to.  I was up and down about what I wanted to knit. The shawl I’m working on is uninviting [...]

First, Mother’s Day.  This is the first year that I’ve really thought about Mother’s Day outside of being the Mother of my kids. This year, I admitted or let myself really miss my mom. I really do. Sometimes, I just wish I could call her up, and hear her say my name. We had tough [...]

I still don’t have any pictures. It’s not that I haven’t taken any because I have, it’s just I’m not motivated to make them smaller so I can post them. So, I am pictureless, again. I camped this week-end, and it ended kinda scary for me. The heat does not like me, and it really [...]